about
Part 2 of the CB Crossover series, Colorless Being goes back in time and attempts to save Clarissa (ShadowSputnik777), an independent content creator who took her life in 2014. Will Clarissa be saved?
The lyrics are also the author's insights on mental health problems, in the hope to end the stigma and reach out to people that "it's okay not to be okay".
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lyrics
I could never be a friend
I always lied to see a good end
I could never write a song
Cause I'm not the normal type you would get along
I am afraid of getting hurt
I work hard but no one sees my worth
And all the bills have come to chase
The me that I've always wanted to erase
* But I'm ok
Really I'm ok
No one likes crybabies
So I'm ok
I could never stay in place
I get bored so I color my face
I have dates with someone and
He only lives inside of my head
I don't cut, but I drink
No one can save me but he did
Is there a way to that world?
When no one wants my voice to be heard
Repeat *
I am cold, I let it go
A machine in this fake world
My heart aches, no it doesn't
You're just making up your sadness
You're ok
Really you're ok
No one likes crybabies
So be ok
credits
released July 24, 2018
Music, lyrics, vocals, art, editing, story, etc: Kristel "Kazaki" Cuadra
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